hi, with my apologise...

[Anqua]

hi, this is Anqua. i found this site 2 months ago, and visiting here without logging in time to time. im so sorry that im too lazy to read or obey rules, i commented on a post before sending a msg here i hope this wont cause any trouble. i only recently accepted that im anorexic, and i didnt like the idea at all. but its been too long that i've been avoiding social contacts because of my body image problems i starve myself since i realise that im bigger than anyone else, and binging is a family tradition, impossible to avoid. but to be honest, this is the least of my mental struggles, it only stops me living, delays everything, thats all. i am trying so hard to keep myself up all the time, i can even tell that i learnt how to benefit from deppression! ofcourse other people are not agree with me, but i also taught myself to tell people the truth about themselves. so, when they start talking about my pathetic life, i dont hold myself telling about how more pathetic they are! everyone has problems, everyone enjoys whining about their life, in real world, i dont let anyone to cry about what they are incapable of, but i have needs too and maybe, just maybe, if someone listens, i can share some troubled times which i can hardly bare. still i dont believe sharing or supporting each other gets rid of any trouble, but im only a human at the end and my powers are extremely limited. my first sharing is, i am so sorry that life sucks and we all have to suffer, either for body image problems or for things less or more horrible. thanks for creating a safe spot.

[weightlessrunner]

Hi and welcome.

Too many apologies love - not needed but accepted.