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I purge so I can eat more... (???)
I used to purge just to get rid of the food and the discomfort of overeating/feeling that I can't stand that much food inside me. But lately I've been binging every day (!!) and I've been purging not to get rid of the food, but to be able to eat MORE without feeling discomfortable. The fuck? I've never heard about any bulimic that purges to eat more, so I'm confused now. lol♡ and the pulse of your heart starts to skip the beat.
i totally purge to eat more food. haha. oink
and from my rotting body, flowers shall grow, and I am in them, and that is eternity.
When in Rome....“Long ago I learned this. If a dog has eaten strychnine and is going to die , you must get an ax and carry him to the chopping block. Then you must wait for his next convulsion and in that moment-chop off his tail. Then if the poison has not gone too far , your dog might recover. The shock of the pain can counteract the poison. Without the shock he will surely die.” -Samuel Hamilton East of Eden
I think most bulimics do that =).
I think it basically means the bulimia has gotten worse, like the binging. I used to be the same way, just purging when I felt a little too full. Now I just take "puke breaks", haha...
07-31-2012 #6Junior Member
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Wow, I really thought it wasn't comum among bulimics but it looks like it is. The thing is I've been purging meals to eat more, but the last meal I eat (that's usually a big binge as well) I keep down, otherwise it will just lead to more b/p...
I'm sorry to hear a lot of people go through this shit too.♡ and the pulse of your heart starts to skip the beat.
I don't purge, but whenever I desperately want to, this is the reason. Sure, occasionally I wish I could because I don't want to gain from the binge. But when I'm in a frenzied enough state to even consider trying to purge, the only thought on my mind is "MORE FOOD!!!" :/
07-31-2012 #9AnonyMiss Guest
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Seriously. Welcome to my life. Then the panic sets in when I've purged 5 times earlier and my gag reflex just seems to disappear and I can't purge anything at all.