Could this be BDD?

[wanttobeperfect]

The past 2 years I've been developing so many insecurities I can't even keep count.. Think I may have BDD but I'm not sure. Any thoughts? Here's some info.

- I've been a cutter on & off for 8 years.

- my breasts... I HATE them with my entire heart. I've wanted implants for as long as I remember. I'm a bc up but I feel so flat chested and unwomanly. I always wear HUGELY padded pushup bras and/or silicone bra inserts in my bra/bathing suit. I refuse to wear anything with little to no padding. I literally tear up when my friends with large chests have their cleavage out because I want that so bad. I can't watch movies with any nudity because they're almost always larger-chested girls and it makes me feel ugly so I cry. My bf of 4 years insists he loves them but I hate them with my entire heart. I'm 100% sure that I will feel 10x better about my body if I get implants.

- my nose. Unfortunately I got my father's genes & have this HUGE dorsal hump on my nose that I can't stop staring at when I look in the mirror. I want a nose job badly! I get so jealous of girls with cute & tiny noses.

- my waist, omg my huge ugly waist. I exercise SO much & eat so healthy but these horrible love handles won't go away!!! I'm 5'4" & 107 lbs but it sticks out so much. It looks so unproportionate because of my small chest. If I have to wear a bathing suit, I will do 100 soups and eat little to nothing that day to make sure my waist doesn't bloat up.

I have some more, but those are just the main ones... Please help. I want to see a doctor but I don't want to sound silly if these are just normal concerns.

[wanttobeperfect]

*situps, not soups