What the hell am i doing here? tw

[redhead1994]

I feel totally burned out by school and my personal life going down the drain. Relationships are suffering and friendships are falling apart left and right. I don't want to feel this way but i do. i want it to end. I am numb. I feel empty inside and i dont think i hav cried in a year or better. I feel like im drowning. Why do i feel this way? Will it ever end? I need answers... please!?

[thislittlesecret]

I've felt the same way all week! Anyone gotten out of these feelings?

[NJ089]

yes, I've gotten out of them...

I think it's part of the depression, I never used to be able to cry either. And I think that makes things worse because crying is a natural release and it releases endorphins...

It will end.

If you are not already in treatment then please seek help and if you are then please persevere, because I am living proof that you can come out the other side of severe depression, even though it is a very hard, long process.

IT wont happen overnight but one day you'll realise how far you've come.

Just don't give up, please <3

[redhead1994]

thnks 4 answering. sometimes i feel like no one cares enough to answer, ya kno? it's just that some bad experiences r resurfacing in dream form and its hard to get away from my past when i relive it every night. im not in treatment. in fact, no one really knows im messed up. i've just always been this way i guess. so no one thinks anything is out of the ordinary. i appreciate ur taking th time to care <3