I can't cry

[ray.h]

See, the problem is that even in the worst memories don't make me cry. I watched Suicide Room (great movie btw) and was extremely disturbed at the end, but didn't cry even though I terribly wanted to.
I don't think I'll be able to cry again.
Here's hoping.

[Strangelove]

I can't cry either. The only time I do is when I've been b/p free for a few days and I'm not restricting. I get overwhelmed with emotion and can't deal with it.