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01-20-2012 #1
if my body could talk through words, it would probably say something like this
We're supposed to be a team...
How deep are you going to cut,
I have to pay for your deed,
Therefore I need to bleed,
You damage me from head to foot,
Why do you hate me so much,
All I do is keeping alive what's outside,
I know the inside needs help, you hide,
This beast who dreads any touch,
But I always find you,
No matter what; I make sure to survive,
No matter what; You grab the knife,
I will fix it, I know what to do,
Your cruel reasons I can't comprehend,
You believe I'm the antagonist,
And punch me with your fist,
Whatever you left me with I need to defend,
You think you need to cope with me?
You're the one breaking me by starving,
You're the one betraying me by barfing,
How do you think with you it is to be?
When will I ever earn your care?
Stop abusing me, I'm not your slave,
Health is what I will make you crave,
I just want to live, you're not being fair..
I am faithful and will wait for you until you start being my friend and partner again...I don't go up to you and tell you you’re fat and need to diet, you don't have the right to tell me I'm skinny and need to eat.
Starvation is Salvation
Vomiting black blood and red roses
Only perfect in weakness...
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01-23-2012 #2
I really liked this- I've never thought about the stuff I do to myself in that way before.
Thanks for sharing it
Failure
sorry for being me
"I wish there was a fairytale that would become my life
So I could kiss Prince Charming and be his princess wife,
I wish the voices in my head would leave my ears alone
So my eyes would stop their water-bleeding and I could find a home"



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