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01-18-2012 #1
How do you feel when you have hurt yourself by accident?
How do you feel when you have hurt yourself by accident?
This would really interest me...I don't go up to you and tell you you’re fat and need to diet, you don't have the right to tell me I'm skinny and need to eat.
Starvation is Salvation
Vomiting black blood and red roses
Only perfect in weakness...
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01-18-2012 #2
If its a cut that bleeds, it makes me smile. I find it funny. If i hit my leg or something hard against a solid object, and its a blunt kinda pain it makes me angry. Or if i do something wrong with a weight/barbell it makes me angry
Ima Monster.
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01-19-2012 #3
It depends on what sort of state of mind I'm in. If I'm trying to recover actively and I hurt myself, it can be quite difficult. It reminds me of what I used to have, and I want to do it more. It's like.... watching a trailer for a movie that you've been waiting to see for years and knowing that, at the press of a button, you can download and watch the entire thing. It's such a tease it makes you want to explode. But, hopefully, you do not.
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I get so fucking angry when I hurt myself like via tripping etc but I think it's like most people.
Dissociative Identity Disorder
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Passed: Counselling and Psychotherapy!!!!
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I get so freaking mad!!! I don't want nothing to hurt me, except for myself - I'm a freaking mess
I just want to be happy and perfect!! Is that too much to ask??
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01-19-2012 #6
How weird I feel now when I see how most of you are normal with that... Mostly I think 'less to do for me then...' XD
When I bang my head I feel ashamed and hope that nobody has seen it. (Same with tripping/falling or hitting my elbow/toe/foot etc)) and not wanting other people to see that it HURT and feel pain and stress in silence
Other than that I find it interesting to watch the wound heal and how the body reacts to it (cuts, burns or bruises for example)I don't go up to you and tell you you’re fat and need to diet, you don't have the right to tell me I'm skinny and need to eat.
Starvation is Salvation
Vomiting black blood and red roses
Only perfect in weakness...
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i don't know.. it doesn't effect me as i think it should. my finger broke once and i laughed because it looked funny but then cried for a bit because i liked that finger and the shock of it got to me.
i'm constantly cutting myself by accident and just feel nothing.
but then kicking my foot into things by accident it's like a 'WHAT THE FUUU... STUPID PIECE OF SHHHHHH' moment but then forget it ever happened
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01-19-2012 #8
Considering I've been self harming for six years this might seem weird, but when I get hurt accidentally I am such a baby!! I mean, I don't cry or anything but I absolutely hate it and have such low tolerance. The pain only feels good when I do it myself!
“The world may go on just as it’s always done, and take everything from me – loved ones, property, everything … Someday I’ll lie down in it and forget it all, and my poor broken heart will be at rest” –The Adventures of Huck Finn, Mark Twain
“Tell me what blessings I have here alive, / That I should fear to die?” -The Winter’s Tale, Shakespeare, Act 3 Scene 2
"Damaged people are dangerous. They know they can survive. –Josephine Hart, Damage
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I don't get hurt a lot, but if it's a scratch or a cut i kind of smile w/out realizing it, and I also like to see how it heals. once this happened in public, and my friend kind of saw me smile, and looked at me kind of wieird...she didn't know I self-harmed then, but definitely looked weird from her point of view, I would imagine.
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01-26-2012 #10
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If it bleeds,it makes me happy and amused,I don't know why but it just does.If not then it's annoying,especially burns.



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