Anyone else in fasting/major restricting mode? TW

[Mianis]

I am weight restored from anorexia. However lately I've been slightly restricting off and on. I lost 2-3 lbs and keep it off, then switch days between restricting and eating a bit more the next day to maintain that weight.
However, to this day I've lost a total of 6lbs and I can see where this is going to go if I don't stop it now. I'm going to tell myself I will eat good a few days, but then I will restrict and lose more, and eventually I will be losing more than gaining and I will end up sick again. It's so hard to get out of this cycle.

[hippojen]

I am getting there. I have been bingeing constantly and purging occasionally for an entire week. I am so fat and disgusting and it ends NOW! There is no in between for me. Either it iso no control at all or complete control. Either constant bingeing or heavy restricting/fasting. LW, I miss you, I will get there soon.

[Seizureshake]

I've been in restriction mode about fucking two years. Just constant spiraling down with a few screw-ups that I could probably count on my hands. I don't know how I haven't gone completely insane by now.

[breathingpuppet]

I am trying to start a major fast/restricting starting today. I'm going to eat as less as I have when I was at my lowest, and hopefully my progress goes better from that.

[tripurity]

What frustrates me the most is I've been restricting for the majority of the last six months and have maintained my weight. This is in large part due to no exercise, bouts of regular eating, and occasional bingeing. But I just want to be thinner than I already am so bad and it feels like a game of catch-up. I do all this work for nothing. I sometimes just want to cry because I want it so bad and then I feel like a failure when it never happens.

[morsmordre]

What frustrates me the most is I've been restricting for the majority of the last six months and have maintained my weight. This is in large part due to no exercise, bouts of regular eating, and occasional bingeing. But I just want to be thinner than I already am so bad and it feels like a game of catch-up. I do all this work for nothing. I sometimes just want to cry because I want it so bad and then I feel like a failure when it never happens.

I know what you mean. I'm basically in the same boat I think it's because I've slowed down my metabolism so much .

[Catsbones]

I've been trying to stay healthy, but I need to restrict. It sucks when what is "ok" drops from 1200 a day, to 1000, then 500... and 200... and now the only things I will eat have to be under 100 calories and I must burn off what I ate in that day. Stupid holidays, and parents making go out to eat...

[shannonichigo]

Restricting...but for some reason I'm fucking gaining. Been under 500 for about a week...

[dancingonmyhands]

I'm restricting, but it's a moderate 1200 a day. I am afriad a lower goal will trigger binges. I plan to keep doing this until I reach my GW, which is really only 6 lbs away so it's doable. However, it's very frustrating to go slow because I want to wear my cute outfits and feel thin in them NOW, I want to prance around naked in front of my lovers NOW, and I feel wayyyy to fat and disgusting to do so.

Seeing everyone else's crazy low goals makes me feel like an underachiever! Wow. The only times I've been able to restrict that hard is when I was travelling and having a fling with one of my travel companions. THe changeability of our daily routine, and my giddiness over the boy, where enough that I only ate 5-700 a

[Merla]

I dunno where I am on this. Does between 600 and 1200 calories a day count as restriction? I maintain my lovely, healthy weight BMI (eurghhaslkjfjfkkjcvb) no matter what it would appear