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01-11-2012 #1
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Rant
I am so fucking sick of people questioning if i've eaten , since when do you even care person A? You never even act like a friend and NOW since i have a problem you want to be my shoulder to cry on so you can sleep at night? Fuck you! You were NEVER my friend so don't even try to act like one now. That's another thing when do people suddenly decide they are YOUR friend? That's another thing person B who only acts like my friend when you want something , but when i have nothing to offer you try your HARDEST to make me feel inferior. Don't act like we are friends , we aren't .Playing pretend is a little childish so cut the crap , it just makes you look stupid as fuck. I think its my choice to be friends with whoever I want not yours. Why do you need to feel like a hero? Did anybody ask me if I wanted to get better? NO! Selfish whore , so busy trying to make yourself look pretty in front of the crowd and never bothered to think "Oh jee maybe this is hurting her more?" Don't treat me like a damsel in distress , I'm not asking to be rescued or for your friend ship. Fuck off.
You can never put your life in another persons hands . Why you ask? Because humans are not perfect , eventually in one way or another they will let you down ; its not sad it just is. I only I am the master of my domain , wherever I am now I put myself here.
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01-11-2012 #2
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Doesn't that feel better to write it out? Sorry you feel like this though *Hugs*
Sincerely someone not trying to be person A or B-Courage does not always roar, sometimes it is the quiet voice at the end of the day saying "I will try again tomorrow"
Mary Anne Radmacher
-If you talked to your friends the way you talk to your body you wouldn't have any friends left
Maria Hutchinson
-Eating Disordered for 12years- In quasi-recovery for 4
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01-11-2012 #3
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Yes it does!!! huge weight off my shoulders
You can never put your life in another persons hands . Why you ask? Because humans are not perfect , eventually in one way or another they will let you down ; its not sad it just is. I only I am the master of my domain , wherever I am now I put myself here.
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WOW its like you read my mind!!! Been having the same problem and thinking the same things but I chose to do something about it today. I told one of them off to leave me alone and if by chance they truly wanted to be my friend then they would let me yell and scream at them and tell them off and yet tomorrow they would still be there. So I will see what happens..... I also told this person that if they truly cared about me that they wouldn't ask me the questions they are asking me and watching me like a hawk when I eat but that they would support me and let me come to them when I need help. Let me ask for it. Anyways I do know how you feel!!!!!
Life isn't about finding yourself. Life is about creating yourself!
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01-12-2012 #5
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Exactly! Glad you can relate...it's frustrating when people wactch you eat...kinda curbs my appetite. I don't like being stared at.
Originally Posted by Girlinterruptedallthetime
You can never put your life in another persons hands . Why you ask? Because humans are not perfect , eventually in one way or another they will let you down ; its not sad it just is. I only I am the master of my domain , wherever I am now I put myself here.
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