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01-08-2012 #11
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Every single night...
I love it though - when I wake up and realise it wasn't real! :')
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01-25-2012 #12
Umm yes almost every night.
I dream that I either go to my grandmothers house and eat all kind of her delicious self-made food like cakes and everything or something like that.
I wake up all guilty and sad but when I realise it didn't happen I feel happy and proud of myself cause I didnt binge in real life."Never call a girl fat , you'll never know how far she will go to prove you wrong"
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01-31-2012 #13
yep. But even when I was inpaient and was put on ED even though I wasnt recoverying I would still get these dreams, which makes no sense really. I know I wasnt consuming fats though because I was hid it or refuse it :s. So I think if your dreaming about say chocolate, sweets, high fating food you're missing fats in your diet. If you're dreaming about breads you're missing carbs. Etc. And I think the reason why we dream about "bad" foods is because they are higher in that content and they break down quickly, and your body wants it so badly.
Although its cruel this 'dreams' some night I wake up crying, or run to the bathroom to purge. For me, I tend to get them when Im restricting more than b/ping or idk actually I get them all the time. meh.
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I had one last night even after I had already binged and was full. I think while it can happen if you're depriving yourself of food because that's happened to me before, it doesn't have to be. For me it happens a lot simply because I'm just afraid of binging.
“And your very flesh shall be a great poem.” -Walt Whitman
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I get these. Scary until you realise it was all a dream. But before I realise it was a dream I start panicking..
"Just how happy I am, in this moment right now, the way the light's hitting that face of yours, there's this little breeze coming in through the window, and it doesn't matter if I have ten thousand more moments like this, or just this one because it's all the same, yeah, just that, right now, this moment, I have this." - Anne Hathaway, Love And Other Drugs.
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02-28-2012 #16
Yes, this always happens to me whenever I`m not eating enough. A part of me likes these dreams because I get to eat foods that I normally would not, but another part despises them b/c they make me nearly have a panic attack when I wake up
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I always have the same dream, everywhere I look, it's just one giant cheese pizza. I can see nothing else but the bubbling cheese. I wake up and feel so so full. Like I had actually eaten the whole thing throughout the night. Many times I've woken up sprinting to the bathroom to throw up.
It’s not like you killed someone
It’s not like you drove a hateful spear into his side
Praise the one who left you
Broken down and paralyzed
He did it all for you
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i had my first one a few morings ago, it was at breakfast i woke up and i was so upset but i didnt eat really it was so horrible.
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03-02-2012 #19
Yes! When I was at my most controlling stage and barely ate, I would often dream of binging. I remember one day being in the supermarket and seeing a box of "Crème Egg Twisted Bars" and feeling horrible at the though of eating one. That night, I had a really vivid dream that I ate the whole box of 30+ bars, and I woke up feeling so guilty with myself...
Even though I've not restricted in ages, I still dream of food a lot, not of binging, just food... It must just be on my mind all the time.
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Yes! I often have dreams about being in the city centre and binging on everything, not thinking anybody will notice me. Then I run in to somebody I used to know,-and almost/ex or old friend- and as we begin to catch up and we'll pass a shop window, and I stare at my reflection and I am HUGE and the longer I look at my reflection the bigger I get

Also last night I binged, messed up my room looking for pyjamas and began to fall asleep..
Everyone from my school that 'judge' people, and the boy I liked, suddenly came into my room and drifting in and out of conciousness I was shouting 'it's not usually this bad, not this messy no' 'don't look at the food wrappers, not mine i promise' and the boy I liked was like 'omg look at her...what a state this is'
It was horrible but nonetheless I thought it was real and it went on for what seemed like hours!
You hold me without touch.
You keep me without chains.
I never wanted anything so much,
than to drown in your love...and not feel your rain.




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