What did you do for your recovery today?

[jdub]

I didn't weigh myself once today! That hasn't happened since September.

[Mianis]

I started drinking regular pop VS diet ^_^

[Portia]

Didn't p/b. Tomorrows goal: Eat more.

[Nothing&Nowhere]

Today I've done 2 hours of cardio... but eaten 1600 calories which is a huge amount for me. Although now that I write that, I'm a little freaked out and my first instinct is to exercise.

But no O_O

[penggwin]

just now. i made a pancake. it was a low calorie recipe, but i made two of them and turned it into one. i'm really regretting eat it now, though :\

[Annabellee]

I wrote on my arm:

I WILL NOT BINGE
I WILL OT STARVE
I WILL NOT PICK (I pick my bottom lip when I'm anxious, bored, or upset)

I'm hoping it will be a visual reminder to me during the day, and will make my goals more accountable. I'm feeling pretty vulnerable about it right now, though. I have uni tomorrow and am not sure about other people seeing it...But maybe I need to?

[LRT]

I have just looked into getting mentor to help with my recovery, I have just chosen someone, just got to wait to hear back from them.

[Detrimental]

Had a bowl of oatmeal. Keeping this down. Tastes awful. No more binging.

[hippojen]

1. I only ate healthy foods. Except for the diet soda of course
2. I did not binge!
3. I did not purge
4. I went to my psych appointment and convinced my doctor to put me on topiramate, took the first pill this evening. Part of me wants this to recover, the sick part just wants it to lose weight...
5. Had a constructive session with my therapist

what a great day, despite the fact that I weighed in at an all time high this morning :/

hugs to all, Jen.

[Mianis]

Ups and downs with purging, gaining a couple then losing it.
My weight is redistributing fast and I don't recognize my own body anymore. I think it looks good, though, I don't understand why I continue to worry about my weight and keep purging when I like the way I look now. It's more than just about being thin.

I have an amazing boyfriend of two months. He is so understanding and I think he's amazing. He's moving in with my family, in my big room because his mom can't afford their house.

I get my braces off is 2 1/2 days. I've had them for about 2 years.

I'm much happier that I switched my anti depressant to Welbutrin. It denied me sexual pleasure, and now that it's out of my system the sex is great.

I'm currently on 50mg Vyvanse. I love it and it works good for me. I want to see about going to the highest dose though, because I still can't focus on certain things that I used to years ago.

Today I started the day with a healthy breakfast and a balanced lunch a couple hours later. In between I had some green though... lolz..

Recovery is good, except how purging sarted a few weeks ago. I hate it. Only my boyfriend knows because if my family finds out they won't be able to do anything to help and it will just stress me out even more if they know.

I barely go one the computer anymore, sorry for my absense.