Roommates

[AAAri]

I live with three roommates. This seemed like a pretty good idea when I moved in. We each have our own rooms and bathrooms, with a shared living room and kitchen. Lately, I've been hiding in my room, afraid to leave and eat, because I'm too afraid to leave it for days on end, just out of fear I might see one of them while I'm out there.

I also failed a few college classes this semester, because I missed a day, and I was afraid to ever go back. I have no clue what I was afraid of.

I have no idea why, but now I've got hunger and stress problems, as well as financial, from having to pay back the portions of my scholarship I lost by failing the class. Why am I posting? Dunnoo.

[ricecakes]

please go speak to a tutor or college counsellor, ASAP! the longer you leave things the worse they will get.. and not just the psychological problems, financial and everything.
even if you only go to speak to a finance person about this issue.
things will get better, im in the exact same position as you with the flat mates and never leaving my room. :/ hope things get better for you soon hun x

[yourstrulyloved]

Try writing a note to one of your roommates. I do this with my flatmate even though we talk lots. Sometime I get stuck or its so important it has to be written down so I don't miss out anything. Just ask them to check in on you every eveing cause your going through a hard time. Even if you can't talk to them smile or just say "hello, yes I'm fine"

baby steps!