I am gone.

[brandixx08]

The taste of this guilt
Builds up in my throat.
Deep down inside
I know I'm just broke.
I can't turn it off
There is no where to hide.
I feel as if
I'm stuck on this ride.
The sad thing is
I wanted this all along.
Even though from the start
I knew it was wrong.

As everyone stares
I restrict myself more.
Feeding my fears
"GET UP YOU FAT WHORE!"
She screams it again,
And lends me a hand.
"Can't you see, I will never end!"
"I'll lead you through this scary world."
"I won't let you go, you're my little girl!"
I stare in her eyes
And feel I've been saved.
Little did I know
That's just part of her game.

She is horrible and cruel.
She wont let you leave.
When you think she is gone
She is just going unseen.
Finally I feel back to myself,
But that's when she strikes
Knowing I wont ask for help.
Pushing me down
Growing into her own.
Hiding my frown
She's the one that's shown.

I am week,
And she is strong.
She is sleek,
And I am gone.

Just another girl riding along.

-Brandi Alexandria♥♥

[cethru]

Love it <3

[HiLz]

I love it too <3
It's pretty straightforward says it as it is.

[brandixx08]

thank you [: I'm glad to see that you both like it [:

[elzie]

ahhhhh <3 <3