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01-25-2012 #81
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Now it has been two weeks since the relapse. I have still come close, have triggered myself (I feel bad that I learned to do this), and have thought about it. I even at one point told myself I would do it. But I haven't done it and I hope not to. I not sure if I want to recover fully yet or not but maybe I'll find out or make a decision soon.
So yeah, two weeks.I have too many disorders.
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This is a very good thread. Cutting wont solve anything just make your wrists, thights ugly. It's horrible that those scars wont dissapear compleatly. I have been strugling with this for long time since 2005 -when i was 13. Been on and off for years. We can do this!
I didn't eat for 3 days so I could be lovely! - Cassie
The end is near, my dear. Were all fucked up
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01-26-2012 #83
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1 day...
But I found a useful way to stop (with the help of my girlfriend). She knows that I cut myself, so she allowed me a certain number of "relapses" per year. And I also have to talk to her before doing it again. Last night she wasnt able to convince me, so yeah.
I usually hold out for about a month before relapsing.
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01-26-2012 #84
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3 weeks (: if I can do it y'all can do it. Good luck!
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01-26-2012 #85
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3 weeks (before that it was 3.5 months).
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Nearly two weeks. God, I'm trying. This felt easier last time. But I know I can do it.
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its been about 5 years. I had one slip up and made one cut a few months ago but hated every second of it. It's a daily struggle like a drug addiction bt very achievable to recover
Im not losing weight, im getting rid of it, i have no intentions of finding it again
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I stopped cutting sometime in 2009. I had a slip up last year, but I realised that I felt completely different about it.
I didn't feel the release I used to or the joy at cutting myself and seeing blood. I just felt nothing at all.
That's when I realised that it is not a tool that I ever need again.
Contradiction.
My Life is Split in Two.
Rational & Irrational.
It is a Contradiction.
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01-31-2012 #89
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13 days since my last relapse...and I'm working really hard to make that be my last time ever.
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02-12-2012 #90
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I must admit, I have been scratching myself with my fingernails/staples/safety pins etc.
but I haven't cut myself properly with blades for 26 days!
(I think I must also admit that this is only because I've been in IP and not allowed anything sharp, but hey! It's still an achievement)
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