How are you feeling right now?

[mel_92]

ugly, fat, usless, stupid, regretful.
ahhh beeen bingeing way too much and not purging enough, deffo gained 5 tonn. met this boy recently and hes really nice, been taking me on dates etc and paying for everything and i slept with him and have been telling him i like him and stuff, and i dont! i just didnt wanna hurt his feelings and now he really likes me and is texting/ringing me all the time and i dont know what to do because even though i dont like him in that way, i dont wanna be on my own, bit scared to be on my own lately. so i feel regretful that i let it get this far with him. ghahhhhhhhh. just in a shitty mood generally lately. sorry for the downer lol

Aw hun I've done that to someone before too :/ Last year, I was seeing a guy who (this sounds big headed, but I'm really not) was so much more into me than I was to him. And I feel bad still whenever I see him, cos I basically led him on cos I didn't have the guts to admit I didn't like him enough.
P.s. I saw a pic of you on one of the photo threads, and you're defs not ugly and fat!! And not stupid either

[bittergreen]

Pretty cheerful. My fiancé and I are out shopping for wedding rings (nothing too expensive because we don't have a lot of money, and something a little different because we don't like to be stereotypical), and I just found a gorgeous silver ring with a small turquoise stone and a leaf design on it, and it's absolutely perfect. Now we just have to find something for him, haha. We're getting married tomorrow night, so we don't have a lot of time! :\

Also feeling a little icky stomach-wise... I shouldn't have taken so many laxatives last night and then again this morning. <_<

[Galagiki01]

Horrible. For I have failed myself once more, and no one will help. Not even a gesture.

[-WillBeBeautiful]

So miserable.
The past few weeks I had pretty much given up on losing weight, so I just binged and binged and now I just want to die. I feel like I'll never ever ever be skinny. Any of the self control I had gained, I feel I have lost. I wish I could just cut myself open and rip out the fat.

[Galagiki01]

So miserable.
The past few weeks I had pretty much given up on losing weight, so I just binged and binged and now I just want to die. I feel like I'll never ever ever be skinny. Any of the self control I had gained, I feel I have lost. I wish I could just cut myself open and rip out the fat.

I'm very sorry to hear about this I feel the exact same way. I work so hard for a few days, and then I just give up and end up binging. No matter how hard I try to stop it, it's like it's automatic.. I've been trying to tell myself some advice. It doesn't work all the time for me, but maybe it will help someone else: Just try not to put so much pressure on yourself to lose the weight. If you accept your weight and aren't constantly putting yourself down for not being skinny, then it'll be easier to lose the weight, because you won't be constantly thinking about it.. [Hope this makes sense. If not, I'm sorry ]

[bittergreen]

Cheerful, energetic and motivated. This is actually a rarity for me anymore, so I think I'll take advantage of it while it lasts!

[Gremlin]

I feel like shit (pardon the language). I feel completely unimportant, especially because of something someone said on a different forum. I don't care that she said sorry for saying it, it made me feel absolutely horrible! I feel like the stuff I've gone through doesn't matter, it's not important, no one else cares. I feel like SH but I can't because I promised not to. Most of all, I feel FAT. I don't care what the people at Renfrew say, I FEEL FAT. I feel like a fucking disappointment (again, pardon the language).

[degs]

Annoyed! Spent most of last night and this morning crying my eyes out, and decided that the only way to make myself feel better would be to shower, put on makeup and nice clothes, and go out or even hang out with a friend. They're either not answering their phones, busy with study for exams or with their boy/girlfriends! Gah! I am literally all dressed up with nowhere to go. Even my sister doesn't wanna hang out ffs

[beth_b3272]

I'm feeling anxious, hopeful, anti-social and sad. Haha. What a mix!

Anxious because I have so many loose ends to tie up during my last week of college.
Hopeful because I have successfully fasted so far today (it's only 3:30 p.m. though).
Anti-social because I usually feel this way when I am very nervous about binging.
Sad because I am very nervous about binging. It's been a while since I've gone a day without b/p.

[Becky_148]

Pretty damn pleased with myself!! I have not smoked in just over 3 weeks, and have just completed 3 days in a row of no bp, and I am feeling pretty energetic for once And I almost feel a sense of genuine happiness, but lets not get ahead of myself here