icebite

Disgusting, thats what you are. repulsive. an eyesore. You should be ashamed of yourself. Lose weight fatty, lose weight. Get back on track or you'll end up bulimic and to fat to even walk.

I am the most pityfull excuse for a human being. Gosh. I hate myself so much and I just want to get away from me. Crawl out of my skin.
I'm desperate and so close to hanging myself I'm scared out of my mind. I should go to the ER. But I cant stand letting them see me this fat. But then again, if I die medical personel will see my body anyway. I wish I could kill myself and then chop me up into little pieces and dispose of them to make sure nobody will ever have to look at my hideous body again. Anyone who sees me is gonna be traumatized for life.

I cant do this anymore. I cant bounce back this time. just cant.