pureza

Mind you, i still think of myself as sane and not sick in any way.
Why am i freaking about lasagna which i have to eat in TWO days? i want to eat it, i crave it. But i am so scared that i'll binge the rest of the day instead of not eating anything until the end of the next morning how i planned. Gosh, the weight has to come off faster. It's 500-600kcal a day, so a piece of lasagna should fit in, but i'm scared.
Urgh.