SorryForEverything

I need support, but i don't know where to get it. So that's what brings me here.
I want to speak freely about what's going on, and i want honest opinions and help.
I feel lost, as most teens do. Though I feel just a little bit more then lost. I'm going down in flames, and i don't want to. I'm slowly breaking into pieces inside, for no reason. I'm weak, and I'm sorry. I don't deserve the help I've ever gotten, nor do I deserve the love i've ever received. I'm sorry that I complain, and that I can't deal, and that I think the way I do when there are other people out that who have it sooo much worse then I do. But I am what I am, even though I'd give nearly anything to be different.