It's over. That's all. It's fine.
by, 08-20-2012 at 01:21 AM (160 Views)
Right now... this... anything... it's masturbatory. It is rationalizing.
Make life better, or end it.
That's all there is. Trying to engage someone in conversation... why? What is there to say? Write it out? Why? Why do this? There isn't a process yet to work through, there is only logistics.
I see no reason to reach the end of this year. I know all I need to about myself, about everyone I've met. There's nothing left to do, nothing to explore, or learn. I know my limits, and their limits. It's over. I just need to get ready, tie up what loose ends I can, decide what I can "live with," so to speak.