No one appreciates me in this damn house.
by, 08-18-2012 at 02:43 PM (228 Views)
Okay so i basically clean EVERYTHING at my house, like seriously i do everything. If it was up to my dad and brother we'd live in a shitty dump of a home and they wouldn't have a problem with it. My mom? HA lazyiest bitch i know. how did i spend my summer vacation? like a fucking slave. My dad and brother leave around noon everyday and spend the whole day at the rec center playing basketball till my dad has to come home to get ready for work at 5. My mom comes home at like 4:30 and just whines whines whines about how much she cleans. umm what????? I did this, not you?! what the hell is wrong with you. Then whenever she's talking to her friends she's all like "yeah i do everything in this house with NO help from dalila. You'd think with a teenage daughter id have some responsibilities off my back" BITCH fuck you! It's not like she does nothing, she washes dishes and does laundrey and some simple chores around the house on weekends but 90 percent of this shit is me! all me! Yesterday she started complaining what a pain in the ass it was to clean out the fridge when i was the one who did it?! she wasn't even in the kitchen while i did it. Then she comes upstairs and is like i see your actually doing something with your lazy self what a surprise. Excuse me?! i do it all every day and go to school. You know how many times I've made plans with friends my entire summer break? 3. yep thats it i've only left my house 3 times because i am constantly cleaning. worst part is i finish doing a bunch of shit and my disgusting brother and dad come home and mess it up again and then i end up doing the same shit at least 3 times a day. These past 4 days are the only four days i haven't cleaned the entire house top to bottom and you know why? cuz i have a summer reading assignment for school that i havent to touched the whole summer because i've been too busy cleaning up after everyone. And these 4 days my mom has come home to the catastrophe my brother and father leave it just in the 3 hours they're awake at home before they go to play basketball and she starts yelling at me about how i don't do anything in this house, how im lazy, worthless, daughter and why did she have a daughter in the first place if im not gonnna help out. I hear this EVERY DAMN DAY no matter how clean the house is. first of all I'm sorry but i'm actually still a kid i haven't even been 16 for a full month yet. leave me be. 2nd of all i have my own responsibilities for school im at a major time crunch and have no idea how i'm going to finish this project all i ask for is the next 3 days before school starts you leave me be. 3rd, cleaning for you is not the only reason i exist. both her And my father always yell about what a crap daughter i am cuz i don't clean anything, which is really sad since we have a 2 story house with 4 bathrooms in it. There's no way i can keep up with anything no mattter how hard i try. I even clean my brothers room for him and they complain its "still kinda dusty" ITS HIS DAMN ROOM! he can clean it himself. Worst part is you have my spoiled as hell brother on the other side whenever he grinds some coffee or washes his plate after dinner he gets paid 1.50 and a good job! your such a good son! (literaly not exaggerating this happens) I cringe every time they give him a big kiss and are like your such a good son. I don't ask for shit in exchange for my cleaning! No one appreciates me in this house in general. They don't even talk to me or support anything i do. I have had to deal with every single problem i've had by myself. I once asked my mom if she wanted to watch a dvd she said she was too tired about 20 minutes later she came back and asked if she could borrow my dvd to watch by herself. She constantly tells me to my face she doesn't like me, i ruin her health, and i stress her out. How do i stress you out when u refuse to talk to me. No one in this house cares about me or gives a shit about what happens to me. I have to deal with this god awful eating disorder on my own, and any stress i have. I told em i got voted homecoming court once...nope didn't care. I told them i was upset i was fighting with my boyfriend...nope, not even and I'm sorry honey. I try to tell them about my day at school or a funny joke....just get a uhh huh thats nice in response. They just expect straight a's and for me to do everything for them. I stop for 4 days to do homework and they yell about what an awful daughter i am. my brother...he does something like once a week! and its always something like wash his own plate or clean up the mess of video games he has going on in the living room. things he should be doing anyway in the first place! things i clean up after him on a regular basis. Then my mom wants to always go and talk about what a better more helpful kid he is, when he doesn't even do anything for himself let alone other people. He's so spoiled he's never heard the word no from my mother "buy me this game" okay of course. Never heard the answer no. when over here i didn't even get a birthday present. A week before my birthday they bought my brother 3 new pairs of shoes each over 100 dollars then i ask for a birthday present (all i asked for was a victoria's secret bra since they were having them on sale for only 34 dollars) and i get a big lecture how i shouldn't waste money on stupid things and how i had to be more considerate about how the economy was bad and we didn't have alot of money for extra spending. FUCK YOU! One day i won't be around anymore and we'll see just how great your life will be. Since you constantly complain about what a nuisance i am maybe you can see how great it is when im not living with you anymore. One day you'll regret putting my brother on a pedistal and making me the slave no one likes