by, 08-16-2012 at 09:00 PM (308 Views)
My morning started out horribly. My mom watched me like a hawk while I ate a breakfast bar before dreaded marching band rehearsal. Then I had to run around the school building trying to get in. To make matters worse my mother slapped me across the face for muttering under my breath. Beautiful way to start out the day! For the entire day of school I could feel people's eyes staring at that fat Asian girl walking down the hall. Their eyes burn into my skin, haunt me. Now I found out that this one book I have to have for band is not in stock at the local music store, resulting in a detention, possible Saturday school and a lot of scolding from my teacher.
Adding salt to a wound, my mother has been on my back all day today. Texting me during school about scheduling, telling me everything I'm doing wrong and then flipping out when I don't respond! It's school I can't text during the second day of school!!! I feel like a stranger everywhere I go. In my own house I have to stand or sit silently. My puppies receive more attention and affection than I do. I want so desperately to take a bunch of Tylenol, Zyrtec and Melatonin and simply slip away.