today i want to cry.
by, 07-12-2012 at 02:21 PM (236 Views)
i hate the mirror today. everything looks so wrong, so ugly. the guilt for eating the 1/4 cup of soup i had for lunch is driving me crazy. I shouldn't have eaten so much. i never thought i would be this way. no one else cold either. everyone is so suprised when they learn that the girl they always thought was so strong is so weak. I am so much weaker than even I knew. I am trying to hard but i am afraid i am giving in.