nanaleigh

I wanna go have fun with my friends but i dont at the same time. My depression smacked me hard in the face last night and i strongly considered self harming again, instead i video chatted with my roommate since shes away right now. But the sadness is still in the back of my head. I havent eaten in a couple of days, i just dont have the motivation do so or the money.

Wish me luck on getting out of the house! <3