by, 05-24-2012 at 09:42 PM (368 Views)
I am trying so hard to not see today as as a good food day. Less than 800 calories is just not acceptable anymore. I know it'll lead me straight into another b/p cycle. I was really, genuinely trying for 1500, but I just felt so sick to my stomach all day. I thought hardboiled eggs would be a nutritious breakfast, but I forgot that eating eggs on an empty stomach makes me ill. Oh well. I guess it's time to learn from my mistakes and try again tomorrow.
On the (bright?) side, I'm .4 pounds down from my first weigh-in today, which I know means nothing, but hopefully I'm on track to lose a bit of weight. I hate being overweight again. I told myself I'd never weigh more than 150 again, but, well... ugh. My lowest weight is only about 140lbs. Ridiculous. I wonder when my scale batteries are going to give out. They're supposed to last for a year of "moderate" use. I just can't help but weigh myself everytime I drink, eat, have a bowel movement, exercise, etc. It's pathetic. I'm so pathetic.