wabby

well today is just great..ive been living with this guy cuz i did like him or whatever but wasnt ready for the relationship..and anyways he treats me like im crap ive even cut myself becuz i feel like trash no one wants i used to purge almost everyday becuz of him becuz ive gained weight..and i dk what his problem is ive seen the chicks hes been with before and they r hideous and big..im not as big as they are...but anyways he doesnt even care there are guys trying their hardest trying to be with me but i dont even give them the time of day..well anyways the guy said today that he doesnt even like me..that made me cry and he also stated how everyone will be waiting to just get rid of me..it hurts so bad cuz a part of me believes that..i cant even eat anymore i really cant..i cant even type..i need to be gone..