shesastunner

Dearest Natalie
I've written this a thousand times
The words just never serve me
They never serve me well
I'm still fighting
Oh , i'm fighting
But these urges overwhelm

And i know you're too familiar with my pain
It kills me to know you feel the same
Of course i still recall the sweet words you said
Pushing me on
They dance circles in my head
Dear Natalie
Dearest Natalie

So many pens run out of ink
And though i've tried a thousand ways
Still, sometimes, i think
These demons still remain, they still stay
Uninvited in this home
At least i know i'm not alone
Dear Natalie
Dearest Natalie

Do they linger with you, too
Dearest Natalie

Tell me you made it through the night
Just say it's not on your mind
If you're at peace, give me hope
Just say we'll be alright
Dear Natalie
Dearest Natalie