OzJenj

I bet out of all the people in my town I'm the only one sitting here obsessively waiting until the pizza shop opens. I tried to go food shopping but I kept running back and forth, deciding on what I should binge on, changing my mind constantly. Putting things back. Putting things in my cart. Going from isle to isle. I nearly went to the checkout once but I ended up putting everything back and went home. Now I'm waiting for pizza. -_-

My mum was drunk at the club and one of her friends that I met after gaining all my weight back said "hey JJ, you're looking healthier. You're a very pretty girl you know, very pretty". Well, I think it's obvious my mum blabbed about my eating disorders. Thanks mum.

You know when I was anorexic everybody knew it. They all looked at me with their sad eyes. Now that I'm bulimic no one says a thing. They all think I'm fine, but I think I'm actually suffering worse than I was before.