Slowly i'm getting a little better eating-wise, although i'm still inhaling food sometimes but it's getting more and more seldom. Still 30kg overweight ...
- only one bun at a time - no butter whatsoever - one slice of bread at most - no more than 4 slices of crispbread, 2 if one slice ...
How did i come up with so many sick behaviours over the years? The BED took over since last year, gained over 40kg. i use the neighbour's trash ...
With the treatment of my depression came weight gain. Lots of it, about 20kg. Then came the binges and another 20kg. Now i'm ca. 105kg and 1.79m tall. ...
Just came home from a party, a bit drunken, hoping to dream of one of my teachers (i know), pissed off since i ate too much, have to go to school tomorrow ...
Vowed to not speak about anything that bothers me, to be quiet. So far i'm successful. Anyways, everything goes downhill, so unbelievably downhill. i ...
This is the year i'll finish my A-levels and i'll be attenting university in october. i'm scared to the bones. All control has been gone for the ...
i feel a lot better today. i fasted but had a few calories due to my cold and broth. So today is: cough drops - 49 broth - 20 ...
Fasting tomorrow and wednesday. i'm dead serious. i'm gonna regain control and consciousness. If i see 65kg again i'm doing something bad.
Binged like crazy (or eating just normally? i don't know) for the last week, all control has gone. And i'm up a lot of weight, basically everything i've ...
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