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This day was supposed to be special. it was just another day of running errands. I am not going to try and hope for anything any more. there is no point. ...

I was looking for something and I found it this morning at 6 am on a bike ride after 2 hours of sleep. I know.. not the most likely way to figure something ...

just another day in this twisted world. I'm not eating. I am just cleaning. taking my mind of every other thing in the world. no it is not safe. no it ...

I am leaving the site for a while. I am not doing much to help support others in recovery here in my current state. I wish all my friends a long and happy ...

in a mood to sleep. had a little over 100 calories today. I am not really all that hungry. I just want to take a nap. I feel ignored and unwanted. so ...

I don't know how I should feel anymore. you promised to help me with my homework then got sidetracked in an audiobook. I asked you to watch a movie with ...

I am not happy. I am not sad. I am just here. I gave up control so I will do what is necessary to make people happy. Even if I really don't like the idea. ...

I was trying. I was eating. then I came home to find you doing nothing. you are always "sick" or "hurt" or something and sit around ...

so. You want to pretend to be ana so you get attention. I am a little more than confused. I think I just had a stroke. you want to pretend to have a real ...

I hate what I have become. I reached the point that I don't see a way back. I never thought I would reach this point, but now I am bulimic too. -_-'