sinceiloveu

Three apples with nutella, and a spinach salad.
Ew this is gross.
Too much food.
Resulted in bloating and big stomach.
...

No big surprise: I am fat.
Fat being: I don't have the flat stomach I want, toned thighs and arms. Everything is flabby..
I have 2 weeks. ...

I don't even know what to write here. I am alone. Feeling so lonely. I just want to hide here. I feel fat, and ugly. No confidence to face the world lately. ...

There is definitely something upsetting me lately. Cannot quite put the finger on it.
But oh well, this is not the point of this note.
...

I am a lonely girl. I know it. I have a few friends here, but I don't really like them. They are all boys. It makes things kind of weird sometimes. I ...

I don't think it exists. True love. Not like I imagined it to be at least. It will never be perfect. It will never happen. I cannot depend on someone ...

I can't even skip a meal anymore. I used to eat one meal a day only. Even one fruit only a day. Now it is unthinkable to miss breakfast, lunch and diner. ...

I had my blood test done yesterday. I asked them to check for iron deficiency. I couldn't ask for pregnancy test. It wouldve been weird..
So I am ...

This is out of topic, but I would appreciate your opinion on this:

More I read about it, more I think it might be positive.
...

I have decided to try vegan until Christmas. So I can lose weight and stick to a healthier diet.

I was planning to begin with a 3 days ...