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TOTALLY INAPPROPRIATE!!! You are NOT being a big baby about it at all! Wow, that gets me so mad. Only vulgar old mean women say thigns like that because they know you won't be able to really think of anything to say back except "Uh....thanks?". That was the most backhanded compliment I ever heard....

Congrats on your 60lb loss- don't let anyone make you feel insecure about your new body. You worked hard for those results! Do not be ashamed. You are beautiful.

Just try and put it out of your mind as your eating. Try and forget about what your doing, no matter how terrible you feel it may be. Just try to get as much energy in your body as possible. And at least you got hte almond butter thats most of the protien and energy anywho.

You're not pathetic! And you shouldn't blame yourself for feeling sick after eating. I know you're worried this may land you in a b/p cycle if it continues, but you seem to be aware of yourself so that won't probably happen !

this is exactly how i feel ,, i gained A LOT of weight lately ,, but i just started a water fasting so hopefully i'll lose weight
and try not to weight yourself a lot cause that gonna make you feel worse ,,, good luck

I hear ya for the salad thing. Lately I am not even hungry, and I have no interest in particular food. Everything just seem really boring. I will have a salad, and it will wakes me appetite up and push me to get more food afterward! What I propose to do is just to eat later so you don't eat all day long and snack all the time in the evening, which i found myself doing more and more the past two weeks.

I smoke medicinally (legally) and it really helps me sometimes.

I feel the same way when I get too full from steamed cabbage or salad. It's like the second my stomach has been filled a sense of wrongness creeps up. Full means something's wrong, regardless of what I'm full of sometimes. Moving seems nice. Much of the time a new environment can bring new attitudes and just outlooks. I have a different mindset for every place I've ever lived.

I know exactly how you feel!
I was so pissed at my parents and the school, I didn't even attend graduation!

I graduate today as well and move out in a week.
I also need to get away from my parents. I can totally relate to not being in trouble in 2 years but still being treated like the most disappointing thing in the whole world when one little thing isn't done correctly or when they want/think it should be.

i moved to a different school 2 hours away from my parents half way through senior year.
imoved in with my fiance at his best friends house. i only moved because my dad is a pedophile with my highschool friend.
my mom is a bitch and yells at me every time i open a cabnet or fridge door. "your eating AGAIN!!!" with a very angry tone with me..
i have been vegan for about 3 or 4 months now.
and i lost 10lbs cause of it.

i decided if i ever came back i would not eat infront of my mom for she yells at me every time i do. i'm not allowed to eat.

and the house i moved to. to my surprise the father was a fucking pervert making jokes of how he could have sex with anyone he wants. and looks my fiance in the eye. winked. and said even your gf there.
I WALKED OFF PISSED. after dinner i had to explain that the father was just a pervert. and i'm not interested in perverted gross, hick's, jock, fat old men.
sorry. (for the lack of a better term,my fiance and i are gothic)

when my fiance would leave to go the store or something else and i came home from school, and he wasn't there. i felt like i would be raped. i felt so uncomfortable.after i graduated i moved back in with my mom. i figured i should move before i am raped (for the 3rd time) again.

it sucks. being out of school your parents yell at you more.
i meanmine is because i'm not allowed to eat. (my mother is ana, i'm mia) and it fucking pisses me off.

"Tomorrow is a new day."
That's a good attitude!
Just because you fucked up today doesn't mean you're going to fuck up tomorrow!
Keep Trying

Big breaths and one foot in front of the other, hon. I'm really sorry you're having a hard time and I hope it gets better for you soon. x

Awwwww I was hoping he was your bf. Yes I say you should try and get him. You sound like you really like him and he may need a push. Not for sure but I know my husband right before we started dating. I had to do everything but he was slow about it. No shame in taking the wheel.

I am so so sorry to hear that. You have every reason to be mad. Sounds like you really care about him. I dated this guy for two years in highschool and he broke up with me saying society would never except us. After two years he tells me that. His dad was racist and I know that is why he was doing but why string me along.

Anyway I say pick yourself and move on. Become the best person you know you are deep down and he will see he made a mistake. That guy that dumped me. Took 9 years but that guy finally apologized for the way he treated me and for acting how he did.

Cook it and give it to neighbors. :] Or to a homeless shelter. You'll get the fun of cooking and the nice feeling of giving someone the nice thing you've prepared.

I'm sorry you're having anxiety issues about going to school all the way across the country...I imagine that must be a scary prospect. Maybe check in with a friend or family member every day for a few weeks, or at least until you're somewhat settled in. Good luck to you, and take care. <3

Would I sound like a shrink if I said hey at least you admitted the problem. I hate that insurance does not cover these treatments for very long. It takes a while for some people to get their life back to some what normal but insurance companies are greedy pigs.