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I just binged on over 700cals just now.
I was trying to do low-cal today, but alas my family buys bagels,chocolate and jerky.
I want to
I'm back. Finally turned 17, jeez..didn't think I'd make it this far.
Here's a short summary of my past year.
Fed my dinner to the dogs.
Ate a small breakfast, purged it.
I'm almost empty
I just ate a whole serving of oatmeal. a whole banana and..two tbsp. of peanut butter.
I hate..my hands, and fingers.
They're always so damn bloody, or raw. I wish I could stop biting/picking at them.
Why can't I just
SO I just purged tuna. wow! That's fucking DISGUSTING. I totally forgot how bad it tastes.
But on a much..heavier. note..My bmi is back
Goodbye normalcy, goodbye food, goodbye healthy looking skin, hair and nails.
This is a formal goodbye to happiness, and a re-union
For the first time again in 9 months.
Oh god, how can..over a matter of..3 DAYS? I just go and unravel a good 9months +work on recovery..I swear..I am an idiot, or something.
Updated 08-04-2012 at 07:09 PM by AliceIsMadeOfGlass
My boyfriend has been gone for not even a whole 24hrs..and I miss him so terribly.
I just want to scream and make him come back.