So today, my "friends" made me feel like shit really they crossed the line. I've lost all my respect for them. You know what I'm going to do? ...
Hellow, so I was pretty much "clean" of purging since october 2011. Now I've started again... I've purged almost daily for the last 2 weeks ...
So Today I weighted myself and guess what... Yep that's right I gained 5pounds. Like wtf what's wrong with my body I know I dind't went to the gym as ...
I hate felling so fat I hate looking at the mirror and only see my fat stomac. I hate my body Just hate it. I want to be skinny and not eat. I hate crying ...
Ok so now really really I'm doing this. I weight 132 lb, my goal is 121 (healthy goal) and the other is 116. Ok so the plan is the following: - ...
So I purged today well like five minutes ago I'm still shaking. I'm afraid i forced so much that I sarted throwing up blood. I'm scared this never happened ...
Last week I try to kill myself three times with pills .... I'm so tired I just hate to feel like this so alone feel like the only thingI have is this ...
The fact that I binge and binge and binge right after I did exercise, and then I purge untill my throw starts burning, and you know what I do next? Well... ...
I went to the gym and work so fucking hard I waited one hour to eat so I ate oatmeal and an orange and I feel huuuuuge this is stupid I know but I want ...
SO I have a date on friday yay ! So this is the plan I have since today 5 days do my best: I will take breakfast and have fruit then faaaaaast ...
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