Barely_Short

Im 1 pound away from being officially, medically overweight.

Ive gained 4 sizes

I cant do this anymore.

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Ive had a general feeling of wanting to crawl out of my skin all day, but the last hour it got really bad and Ive had this horrible like ‘pain’ all throughout ...

Family left so I started chewing and spitting a big piece of my cousin's birthday cake (Since I dont plan on eating today, but I wanted to taste something). ...

So, after I got sick with my gallbladder problems, I lost a ton of weight because I couldnt eat anything. Since then, Ive gained it back, plus some. ...

And this is huge. I dont think anyone really gets how big this birthday was to me.

I constantly told myself that I would never get to live ...

So, my week has had an overall shitty quality to it.

And Ive spent the last half hour trying to puke up my dinner, whihcb is fan-fucking-tastic ...

Hey there. Well I dont know if any of my old friends are still here, and probably no one remembers me, ah well. I never really did count on coming back ...

Hello, all!
While its true, I HAVE had a lot of great progress eating and getting into a 'better mental state' on my own, its been hard. I decided ...

So I can go on foreign exchange without any problems. But the only thing Im doing is binge eating now. I hate it...

Made a new exercise thing to follow. I hate exercise but it should be enough. Also made a new meal plan, Im feeling okay about it.

My mom ...