At this moment in time I do not want to die; I want to disappear. I want to be absolutely nothing. I also want the certainty of nothing after the somethings ...
These last two tests... I'm pretty much fucked I think. My ed keeps taking control of me. What a bitch. ...
You know, I thought I was in a bad place when my ED first started, leading me down a dangerous path straight to Anorexia. I was very openly depressed, ...
man, i thought losing weight would make me happier. well i mean, it did, but when you have to gain the weight back on account of "improving your ...
One of our cats was hit by a car friday night. It's still really upsetting me. I don't think animals ever do anything to deserve to die. We buried her ...
What I have found motivation in of late... Leda Muir, or as she is better known- LedaMonsterBunny, she is one of thee most beautiful women ...
There is something within me that is terrified of surviving. It is terrified to live, in the most basic way. Scared to walk on a sidewalk, scared to communicate, ...
Just so everyone knows, I made it a week without b/p for the first time this year. Tried to purge one wonton earlier today but couldn't...then came home ...
1040. That's how many calories I've had today. It's amazing isn't it? How much I want to lose but yet I still binge without a giving a ...
I just want to purge, but I can't because there are people in my house. WTF WTF WTFFFFF
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