She's back in my life. I hate eating, I feel so guilty after every single bite of food I take. It's fucking horrible. And to think I was so close to recovery. ...
why do i feel like my entire existence is a piece of shit i kinda want to throw up right now, but no, gag reflex motherfucker and i actually ...
I don't understand why this is happening to me. Sometimes I look at other people eating, and wonder why can't I do that and just feel normal and sane ...
I always want to do something, anything, to get your attention. But instead I do nothing. Which is probably a lot better than what I would ...
Heya! Kind of new here, but I've got something to get off my chest. I love the guy I'm with, I really do. But sometimes he says all the wrong ...
blahhh its like a muslim christmas. food is everywhere. So of course i had a buttload of food. I tried to avoid it but im super religious and I know how ...
I have no idea what happened to the first post with all the colour and stuff >.< But yeah, first blog post, i just need to rant. ...
Not bad today, I even tried to give myself a little treat (90 calorie brownies). I am a bit over my limit though :/ so I think I will either run or clean ...
If there's anything that bums me out, it is definitely my emotional transitions. I can feel myself slowly going from make believe euphoria to the ...
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