fear for the death!

[Idontknow]

Im really anxiety from dying!
I panic about it all the time.. and if the smallest thing is wrong.. like if my heart skip a beat or something I freak out.. and then my heart starts to beat faster.. and then my throath feel like closing.. and before I know it im shaking and feel like im about to pass out and then I become more anxiety.

does this happend to any of you?
if yes, what do you do to make it go away or atleast just go a little bit away.. I mostly just listen to music or watch tv... but sometimes it doesnt help.. so I'd like to know what other people do when they get anxiety

[Jacklinger]

Sometimes, yes. But it doens't really bother me because I'm also depressive and feel like i want to die sometimes so if I feel like I am dying, I don't really care, I just keep walkin.

So they sort of cancel each other out.

[Idontknow]

Sometimes, yes. But it doens't really bother me because I'm also depressive and feel like i want to die sometimes so if I feel like I am dying, I don't really care, I just keep walkin.

So they sort of cancel each other out.

wow im so sorry that you're feeling like that!

[Jacklinger]

It's ok. It's really not as bad as it sounds, but I wouldn't wish it on anyone.

[Idontknow]

It's ok. It's really not as bad as it sounds, but I wouldn't wish it on anyone.

same here. no one deserve to feel like that!

[scarlettsupper]

Sometimes, yes. But it doens't really bother me because I'm also depressive and feel like i want to die sometimes so if I feel like I am dying, I don't really care, I just keep walkin.

So they sort of cancel each other out.

I feel like that too. I'm terrified of the concept of death itself and the whole question of what happens to you afterwards. There's been so much death in my life I feel like it's just all around me all of the time like it's following me. I know that probably makes me sound insane but I guess it makes sense in my head.

But as scared as I am of it, whenever a car drives past me a little close I always smirk at the idea of it hitting me, it seems like it would be such a relief.


"Marla's philosophy of life is that she might die at any moment. The tragedy, she said, was that she didn't."

[Jacklinger]

I don't think anything happens after death. It would be nice if it did. But I doubt it. You just black out and that's it. It's hard to imagine. We put such high value on life as a concept, that we have a hard time accepting it could be that fragile; that it could just stop like someone flicked off a light switch. But I think that's all it is. A light bulb blows out and there's no one that knows how to replace it yet.

[scarlettsupper]

well I can't let myself think like that.. there is no way I'm going to let the lives of the people I've loved be dismissed as a flicked off light switch. I don't know what I believe but I'm certain there's something substantial where they are

[Tiny Beauty-x]

I Feel like this too. Im a Hypocondriac and I always feel im ill in someway, and i constanly have the fear that im going too die x-x-x

[messed up]

im really scared of dying..but at the same time i just want to die and get it over with.

i cant bear the thought that one day all my family will not b here anymore. i lost my best friend 10years ago and i still can not get it in to my head..
i just dont think id b abe t handle loosing people i love so much!

[coffeerexic]

I think about death a lot
maybe even fantasize
I've always had this thing where I'm convinced that I will be murdered
I would prefer an exciting death
as opposed to quick and painless
I fear that I have the cancer genes though
I've watched many people die by way of some horrible disease
I will not die laying in a bed waiting to fade out
if a day comes and the man says you have x amount of time to live shits gonna get wild

But I think most likely I will die in some sort of accident
I just hope its exciting
I don't want to die
but I don't exactly fear it
what comes after death can't be worse than most days on earth right?
the point is..we have to die someday
Accept it. Be happy your alive today :D

Sorry for rambling on btw

[MiniMarie]

I think it is a bit ironic, I used to want to die all the time a few years ago. I never did obviously but I can tell you honestly that was not from lack of trying. But now everytime I think something might happen to end my life I lose it. I think my hearts going to explode in my chest, I think I'll have an anyuerism. It gets so bad that all I can do is seriously run to get it out and pray that my heart doesnt stop. It is the scariest thing I have ever experienced in my life because it is just my thinking, not because of any effects from drugs or alcohol.

[Sapphire]

some days im really afraid to die... and thats when i dont feel good or im sick.
other days when i feel good, i dont care

i am absolutely terrified of being berried 6ft under though... because they used to berry people alive, people they thought that were dead!!! i mean what if they make a mistake and im not dead?

im terribly afraid of being cremated too for the same reason.

i want to be cremated though... because even if they screw up and im not dead, i would suffer a shorter time being burned.

[be_noticed]

i am somewhat afraid of death but im not going to lie, lately i've thinking abou dying alot and how it will make me feel better. i keep picturing it in my head, i hate it but it keeps happening. does anyone else get that?

[thelittledoll]

i'm not afraid of death.
When i die i doubt i'll give a crap about anything left unfinished.

[barely_there]

Dear God....storyofmylife.

-L

[Fallenflower]

I don't know if any of you are even open to this but I would urge you to not be afraid because there is a hope for us after death,
In the beginning God created us
but we disobeyed Him and we fell far from Him
but He didn't want to see His children suffer so He sent His one and only Son to earth to live a perfect life and die for all the things we've done wrong and all the things we will to wrong,
and Jesus died so that we could be reunited with God again.
If you would only accept Jesus as your lord and savior you will be saved and you will not die but have everlasting life with God in heaven.

Please don't think I'm some religious nut who thinks she does everything right, you can look at my other posts to see that I'm not perfect and I don't try to be. I just want to help people. I'm not here to argue with you, I'm just presenting the truth and it's God's job to convince you, not me.