i want to eat but..

[faketoeffect]

omg, i can be without eating for a week, but when i see some weight loss i start eating again...its awful! I dont want to eat, i want to starve, but the food i so fcking gooooood.... it helps me writing here, it gives me force not to eat..

[Professorana]

i know how you feel sweetie. Many times I've decided to eat after noticing a big weight loss. It's not worth the guilt and the potential purging that comes afterwards. When I KNOW I'm doing really well, I make myself stay off the scale so that the number in my head is the high one I got the week before. Then I get a pleasent suprize at the end of the week when I see how much the scale is down and it's incentive to keep going. The other thing I do is wear a really tight pair of jeans. Then, no matter what you actually weigh, if my 2s are tight on me, I'll still feel like a fat ass and I won't eat based on how those jeans feel.

Keep strong, you'll be fine.