Crumbling into nothing

[stargAzerkitty]

I feel like I'm slowly slipping through the cracks
and this time I have no real life friends to be around.
I talked to my bf tonight and he said for me to go out and do something,
too bad I have no friends. I go out by myself a lot but it's just not the same.
I miss having people I could connect with and not lie to, saying there good friends when really they treat me like crap.

I dont know maybe I'm just being too emotional and upset over nothing,
I guess I just miss being around people who cared more than once a month.

[stargAzerkitty]

and all of these thoughts resulted in a binge,
/shrug/

[Roses]

hiya, i hope ur ok. it's awful that over emotional feeling where like everything can make u cry :( i know what it's like to feel so alone with all the stuff going on and it seems totally out of control and nothing u do seems worth anything.. i'd like to think u have a lot of friends here :) each of us have these problems too so ur not alone. i don't think i'm being any help but if u need to talk send me a pm.

[stargAzerkitty]

hiya, i hope ur ok. it's awful that over emotional feeling where like everything can make u cry :( i know what it's like to feel so alone with all the stuff going on and it seems totally out of control and nothing u do seems worth anything.. i'd like to think u have a lot of friends here :) each of us have these problems too so ur not alone. i don't think i'm being any help but if u need to talk send me a pm.

thank you,
you did help
I was just in a really emotional mood last night
<3

[Roses]

are u ok now??

[stargAzerkitty]

are u ok now??

Yeah I feel better,
Today I dont have anything to do so I will just rest all day and relax.

[Roses]

that's good :) hope u have a good day
xoxo

[Kashigolean]

i feel the same way a lot. i hope youre feeling better now. i felt like that this morning, like i was just failing at life and there wasnt anypoint to keep moving. we need to stay strong though.

[stargAzerkitty]

i feel the same way a lot. i hope youre feeling better now. i felt like that this morning, like i was just failing at life and there wasnt anypoint to keep moving. we need to stay strong though.

Yeah I'm better now,
That's true,
I mean we've already come so far,
giving up would be pointless.

[Kashigolean]

Yeah I'm better now,
That's true,
I mean we've already come so far,
giving up would be pointless.

mhmm. but nobody understands as much :\

[stargAzerkitty]

mhmm. but nobody understands as much :\

unfortunatly not,
however I honestly don't think they're meant to understand

[stargAzerkitty]

Who am I kidding,
I'm not okay
I deactivated my facebook because I didnt want to be a bother to any of my friends, I will still post on here because its safe.
I don't even know how I feel.

ugh nvm
im having such bad mood swings
sorry guys ><

[Kashigolean]

Who am I kidding,
I'm not okay
I deactivated my facebook because I didnt want to be a bother to any of my friends, I will still post on here because its safe.
I don't even know how I feel.

ugh nvm
im having such bad mood swings
sorry guys ><

comes with the job, girl. i never have a day where i dont go through at least 3 mood swings. we're crazy for sticking with this...

[stargAzerkitty]

comes with the job, girl. i never have a day where i dont go through at least 3 mood swings. we're crazy for sticking with this...

yep, unfortunatly.
just life and everything
feels like its crumbling on me