Professor's Fasting Journal

[Professorana]

So tomorrow starts my fast. I have to start psyching myself tonight so I can wake up strong. My husband is my biggest binge trigger and he's home from work until the 5th so I just have a few more days left that it's going to be harder to fast but once he's back to work it's all roses. I'm home all day and then I go out to class at night so I miss all meals when he's around. Yay, me. I have to get those 20lbs off before school starts on the 21st.

[Candykiller]

pretty short time, for that 20lbs.
how can u do it?
does anybody able to, waa because i have the same i mean, i have got 20days to take off min. 20lbs...and im very pessimistic and confused.
Will u do with that juice fast? or something else?

[Professorana]

I drink black coffee and tea, smoke, drink water, sometimes diet coke if I'm really hungry and 10cal veggy broth at night--which hot pepper in it to keep my metabolism moving.

I can drop about 1lb a day like this so I should be able to get to or near my target for the 21st.

I also you herbal laxative for the first few days to clean out my system.

So far today:
2cups black coffee and water. Chewing some sugarless gum, right now and feel fine.

[Candykiller]

Your profession is always astonish me...:)
but that hardcore black coffe and only water,(or small veggies) is a real killer for the stomach:S

[Professorana]

why my perfession? You think I should be smarter than to live with ana? Guess what, ana dosen't discriminate between age, profession, gender--nothing:)

[Professorana]

Yesterday was a difficult day but the first three are usually the worst. I woke up feeling fine today--no headache or anything. I'm happy about the 5lbs gone but I've got at least 15 to go before the 21. I can do this--it's just a lb a day.

[Professorana]

we had to go over to my God parents house and there is always food all over the place. Today it was pizza. I came prepared though, and stuck to my cabbage soup some raw veggies, steamed brussles sprouts and maybe 2oz of mango.

I didn't want to eat this much today but having the veggies to fill up on kept me from having any interest in the pizza.

Dropped another lb today.

[Professorana]

Doing well. Yesterday was only 47 cals.

Today I'm eating a little more but it's better that way, I can vary my cals and keep my metabolism guessing. Totaly for today 300ish.

1 cup green soup
1 cup cabbage soup
1 raw food bar 180--that was my big eat for the week.

I fit back in my skinny jeans with a little muffin top. I'm going to slid into them in two weeks;)