Dakota
01-29-2010, 09:16 PM
I had a weird dream, in 1 hr nap, okay I was writing in my journal. Went to sleep, and then I was laying in bed (in my dream), so it was like I wasn't dreaming but I was. Like I transistion from real world to my dream, but I am still in the same room same bed same everything. So I was like "am I dreaming. Oh I am not in mirror so I am dreaming" in my dream.
So then I tried to look at my reflection, and I wasn't there, like I didn't exist. I raised my hand, and all I can see was a slight outline of my hand like it changed the texture of the air. But it wasn't really there. I was terrified I was dead.
Then my cat was biting on my arm, and I then open its mouth and killed it in my dream. I then heard my mother outside talking with someone. Then BANG, I went from my home to some hall where I was talking with some old blonde lady. I can't remember what we were saying but it was about now versus the past kind of stuff. Then i went back to my room.
In my head I kept on thinking, "wake up wake up wake up", so I wasn't waking up. I was still in my dream state, and I thought I was awake, but then I realize I was still in the dream. I was forcing myself to wake up like 5 times and I was still in my bed, until I finally got out of dream land. And only 50 minutes passed.
And it was proven because I went to kitchen and my brother was there... so I was like "I'm back". Then i binged on food.
That was like a total wicked trip like nothing ever before, wth was that all about?
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So then I tried to look at my reflection, and I wasn't there, like I didn't exist. I raised my hand, and all I can see was a slight outline of my hand like it changed the texture of the air. But it wasn't really there. I was terrified I was dead.
Then my cat was biting on my arm, and I then open its mouth and killed it in my dream. I then heard my mother outside talking with someone. Then BANG, I went from my home to some hall where I was talking with some old blonde lady. I can't remember what we were saying but it was about now versus the past kind of stuff. Then i went back to my room.
In my head I kept on thinking, "wake up wake up wake up", so I wasn't waking up. I was still in my dream state, and I thought I was awake, but then I realize I was still in the dream. I was forcing myself to wake up like 5 times and I was still in my bed, until I finally got out of dream land. And only 50 minutes passed.
And it was proven because I went to kitchen and my brother was there... so I was like "I'm back". Then i binged on food.
That was like a total wicked trip like nothing ever before, wth was that all about?
Thread Moved From "Anorexia", Please post in the correct section - Chewthin