Courtney
01-24-2010, 08:03 PM
My biggest fear is of my boyfriend dieing. I think it's because my best friends, Max and Adam, died in a car crash. One of the worst things that could happen to a young teenager is to loose a best friend so tragically. Especially because they died because of me.
I was sitting in the back seat when we rolled Max's car. I was the only one that was wearing a seat belt, and the only one that couldn't get out when the car started on fire. Adam was the first to get out, and as soon as he realize me and Max were still in the car he rushed to break my window to grab me. Max quickly gained consciousness soon after and struggled into the back seat. I was almost unconscious so I couldn't do anything they told me, because listening was impossible in this situation. They finally got the seat belt off of me and threw me out the window and as soon as I hit the ground the car blew up, and I passed out.
I think about them everyday, and it's making me paranoid. My boyfriend is 18 and just got his liscences about 1/2 a year ago. I'm so worried that he will reck and die. You See, Steven is everything to me, and if he died, I'm pretty sure I would just curl up in a ball and lay there for the rest of my life. He gets so mad when I tell him we can't hang out because the roads are too icy and when I yell at him for not wearing a seat belt.
I need help convincing him that I yell and nag him because I love him. If anyone has the kindness in their heart to give any suggestions I would be forever greatful.
Thank you for your time.
-Courtney
I was sitting in the back seat when we rolled Max's car. I was the only one that was wearing a seat belt, and the only one that couldn't get out when the car started on fire. Adam was the first to get out, and as soon as he realize me and Max were still in the car he rushed to break my window to grab me. Max quickly gained consciousness soon after and struggled into the back seat. I was almost unconscious so I couldn't do anything they told me, because listening was impossible in this situation. They finally got the seat belt off of me and threw me out the window and as soon as I hit the ground the car blew up, and I passed out.
I think about them everyday, and it's making me paranoid. My boyfriend is 18 and just got his liscences about 1/2 a year ago. I'm so worried that he will reck and die. You See, Steven is everything to me, and if he died, I'm pretty sure I would just curl up in a ball and lay there for the rest of my life. He gets so mad when I tell him we can't hang out because the roads are too icy and when I yell at him for not wearing a seat belt.
I need help convincing him that I yell and nag him because I love him. If anyone has the kindness in their heart to give any suggestions I would be forever greatful.
Thank you for your time.
-Courtney