Want to go back

[angelsfallfirst]

I keep looking at photos taken of me at my lowest weight... and you know what?

I DON'T want recovery. I want to be stick thin like I was before. Starting tomorrow, I'm going back to exercising and back to a food diary... anyone care to join me?

I guess what I'm really asking is: can I use this thread for accountability (and for someone to give me a kick up the backside if I start to slip)?

Thanks
Sara

[xAnaWingsx]

Honestly, I can say from experience, before I was recovered and deep into my anorexia, the one thing I would never help someone do is become like me again.

I hate to say it, but you might be on your own...

I'm recovered now.. it is worth it. please honestly think about it, don't let it win.

[pinkprincessbelle]

If you are recovered why are you on here? Wouldn't this be triggering? Are you secretly coming on here to keep in touch with ana? If you are in recovery (dont take this personally) but go away......stay away now! This is not the site for you! It will only be bad for you! I only say this cause I am proud and happy for you and want u to stay stong!