why do u get those thoughts??

[Roses]

have u ever been depressed and had thoughts of dying, not like suicide, i mean like thoughts where u either see urself or sombody u rly love have a awful accident?? i've had them when i've been lying in the bath an i've seen something electrical fall in to the bath, an i'm electricuted. i've also had them when i've seen my self have a heart attack an actually phone an ambulance, all in my head, but i can't stop them from playing out.. i've seen ppl get hit by cars an things :S it's rly upsetting. when i'm rly depressed this happens a lot an i don't know if this is jus me or not :S
has anybody else had rly horrible thoughts that they can't stop playing out in their mind?? it kind of shocks me sometimes like i rly didn;t want to see that and it showed me anyway :S

[Noumi]

Yes I've had those thoughts. I usually see horrible things happen, like I'm in a car and the door suddenly opens and I'm like pulled out of the car and I end up in the street...dead.

[Bubble]

OMG I have those thoughts aswell, thought I was the only one lol. I always see horrible things happening to me or people I love, and I keep on thinking them until I'm in floods of tears and sobbing as if they've really happened. I also sometimes imagine my friends saying really horrible things to me. I should just be able to snap out of it but I can't for some reason. :confused:

[Jacklinger]

I used to have a secret fantasy that I would die while saving a random stranger, usually a child. So that way my death would be worth something.

Then for a while I imagined myself very old, living in a nursing home surrounded by caretakers and other old people who didn't know me or care about me, and I spent all my time in my tiny room staring out the window waiting to die, while thinking about the past. Then I realized that's pretty much what I'm doing now except I'm not old yet. So I make myself go out every weekend if I can decide where to go and am at least trying to go on dates.

[Roses]

Yes I've had those thoughts. I usually see horrible things happen, like I'm in a car and the door suddenly opens and I'm like pulled out of the car and I end up in the street...dead.


:S that's awful,, why do u think u get them?? or is this suppose to happen??



OMG I have those thoughts aswell, thought I was the only one lol. I always see horrible things happening to me or people I love, and I keep on thinking them until I'm in floods of tears and sobbing as if they've really happened. I also sometimes imagine my friends saying really horrible things to me. I should just be able to snap out of it but I can't for some reason. :confused:


ye they've made me cry,, it's weird crying over a thought :S ye i imagine that too,, and ppl trying to hit me, do u get those too??


I used to have a secret fantasy that I would die while saving a random stranger, usually a child. So that way my death would be worth something.

Then for a while I imagined myself very old, living in a nursing home surrounded by caretakers and other old people who didn't know me or care about me, and I spent all my time in my tiny room staring out the window waiting to die, while thinking about the past. Then I realized that's pretty much what I'm doing now except I'm not old yet. So I make myself go out every weekend if I can decide where to go and am at least trying to go on dates.


so u wanted to die for somebody?? :S lol omg i can't even bring myself to imagine myself rly old yet XD i'm 17.. but guess it wasn't a nice thought.