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Jacklinger
01-21-2010, 06:55 PM
At around 3:00 pm today, I almost dozed off at my computer at work and had a very intense, brief vision.

It was a gray wastland of sharp, pointed hills and barren valleys. Everything was covered in a gray soot, or maybe it was snow. The sky was gray and large rows of sinister looking clouds striped across it. Thunder and the sound of wind was overtaken by a deep rumbling pulse, associated with a massive golden teardrop shaped object in the sky that came into view, slowly pushing its way through the rows of clouds. Then the sounds of pitiful weeping and begging as hundreds of people around me reached up to the object, as if to be rescued from the cold wind. They were emaciated, and knew only that they suffered and that whatever the thing was in the sky looked warm and they wished to be on it, or in it, whether it be a vessel, ship, or even some sort of giant creature that could swallow them. They seemed to know it would be better to be in its belly than be where they are now. But the object kept flying slowly forward, unwavering, unmoved, indifferent.

The vision lasted only a second but it woke me up. I've had nightmares before but this was my first "daymare." It didn't really scare me though. It just made me very sad. If this was created by my subconcious-- why not create something colorful and happy? Why does everything have to be sad? Of course I was already sad but this made me feel a different flavor of sad. It was very strange.

Jacklinger
01-26-2010, 06:21 PM
You've not begun to earn my ire. You don't deserve it. You're not worth it.

lovebexs
01-27-2010, 11:03 AM
I'm going to go ahead and stop you there. As a Doctor, I have come across this sort of 'vision' fairly regularly in my field of work. What sounds like happened, is that you simply hit your head onto the desk. The 'Massive golden teardrop' was simply a desk lamp above you, and the 'sounds of pitiful weeping' was simply the sound of your work colleagues gathering around you, after realising that you had pissed yourself.

Call me if you need any help at all.

Dr. Lance Hardwood


ew you're not even funny and obviously not very smart either, since you couldn't figure out how to use the "quote" button. you sound like a bored frat boy and you definitely have waaay to much time on your lonely hands. jacklinger is 1000x times smarter than you. you've earned my ire i guess, so congrats

fwyzing
01-27-2010, 11:07 AM
what's an ire?

i just reported you, mr "dr" person.

Ritesh
01-27-2010, 11:11 AM
Dr has left the building:D had enough of that.

fwyzing
01-27-2010, 11:17 AM
thank you ritesh :)

Ritesh
01-27-2010, 11:32 AM
No worries he was asking for it... but Everyone this post is about Jacklinger so please post on his topic

Thank you,
~Ritesh

HollowedShame
03-10-2010, 01:00 PM
I'm a little late for this I'm afraid lol, but I always find your posts to be very insightful and thought provoking Jacklinger. You always have kind words for everyone, and you seem to genuinely think very deeply about everything you write. I've lurked around this forum for a while, and every post I've read of yours has made me stop and think. Thank you for that.

Perhaps that golden teardrop was indeed some sort of salvation that they were reaching for. The same salvation that we all seek, even you. Perhaps that is the message behind your vision. That we are all suffering, and trying to get out of this hell, regardless of what particular disorder we are suffering from. It could also mean that you yourself could help them reach it. As I said above, you have the gift of insight. Continue to share your thoughts and feelings, you never know who it may save or impact.

Jacklinger
03-10-2010, 07:05 PM
I'm a little late for this I'm afraid lol, but I always find your posts to be very insightful and thought provoking Jacklinger. You always have kind words for everyone, and you seem to genuinely think very deeply about everything you write. I've lurked around this forum for a while, and every post I've read of yours has made me stop and think. Thank you for that.

Perhaps that golden teardrop was indeed some sort of salvation that they were reaching for. The same salvation that we all seek, even you. Perhaps that is the message behind your vision. That we are all suffering, and trying to get out of this hell, regardless of what particular disorder we are suffering from. It could also mean that you yourself could help them reach it. As I said above, you have the gift of insight. Continue to share your thoughts and feelings, you never know who it may save or impact.

Thank you, Hollowed. You're very kind to say those things.

I've thought about that vision some more and beleive the golden teardrop was just the illusion of salvation and comfort. There is no true salvation but what we can provide for ourselves. The truth was probably buried under the ashes beneath our feet, not gliding gracefully across the sky, always out of reach.

HollowedShame
03-10-2010, 07:43 PM
That makes alot of sense actually- that we're always looking for the answers to our problems in the wrong places. What we really wanted is always right there, or close by, but we're a little too far-sighted to notice. I didn't even think of it that way before. See what I mean? You've got a gift! =)

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