christmas is coming! So what do u all do??

[model]

it would be cool to get ideas off all of you!! my christmas usually starts with a huge dread of what i will do, then i decide i will have like 700 calories at most, then its 1000, then its 1500 and then its '' i dont give a fuk its one day to stuff my face''! and then of course its huge terror where amazing foods are left over for the whole holidays!!!!!! so what should i do this christmas??? i loveee chocolate!!! i wish i could be loked in a room, ive been so good and lost weight, but of course us anas are way more ssuceptible to put it bak on cos were in starvation mode, how do u all decide wot to do???xxxxx

[tasha4448]

This is one of my biggest worries too! I'm still in control of my eating or lack of it but my mum has realised and is keeping a close eye on me. I don't want to eat all of the food, the prospetct of all that fat and calories fills me with dread. Is it even possible to get past christmas without piling on the pounds? xx

[sarah-charlotte]

haha im in the same boat - im trying to get down to 100lb at the most, 95lb if i can for Christmas. im on a fruit and veg diet until Christmas eve, then ill have to do dinner with my dad so i will stick to safe foods only and no desert or chocs. But Christmas day i have only one rule - nothing excessive! besides i think its nice to have a day off, its the one day each year when you are allowed to eat and not feel guilty. having said that, my family know all about my ed and so will have safe options ready for me and my Christmas lunch will blatantly be smaller than everyone else's! now boxing day is another story! im going back on fruit and veg until new year - hopefully by then i will have lost all my Christmas weight and ill be ready to start a fresh.

[xxs]

i'm dreading piling all the weight back on at xmas as well :(
i'm just gonna take it as it comes and see what i can do about it
like, i'll say no to desserts cos i'll say i'm full from the main meal
i'll eat mainly veggi's
i'll fill up on lots of drink
and i'll eat reeeaaall slowly so people don't realise i haven't eaten as much
and then i'm gonna go out for walks and try and go to the gym a lot
good luck girlies!

[Professorana]

I don't give a fuck what my family things. I'm only coming off my water fast right before xmas so there is no way I'm going to tuck into anything other than fruit and veggies. My attitude is everybody can go fuck themselves--I'll eat what I want if that means of bowl of 10cal broth with some peice of broccoli floating around in it. I'd be happy if my inlaws realized that I have an ED, rather than me just being really skinny--then maybe they would feel bad for how miserable they are making my life!

[model]

haha u go girl!! i no its so true, u wanna be like - do u have n e idea how fuking greedy u all are? but i still do have that slight jelousy that they dont care if they are fat or not!!! but u no wen they go shopping for clothes they cant feel good at all!!!

[sarah-charlotte]

omg i know, when sitting round the Christmas table i feel a mix of disgust at what they are carelessly eating but also jealousy because they dont care - i sit there hating them because they are enjoying themselves, they dont have an ed. i do and i hate them for it! its a funny world. plus my step mother is fat so watching her eat really is vile!