Exhausted.

[PrincessInPieces]

I'm so tired.
Ana is kicking my ass and I want to just lie down and sleep forever.

I've been working out an obscene amount lately. Five and a half hours last night, and I slept all day.
And like, I still feel like it's not enough. I've been thinking of working out eight hours a day, and I have to remind myself that that's way beyond fucking healthy.
But I'm not tired enough. Surely I can run for ten more minutes a day, a thousand more left lifts, a few hundred more crunches...

You think I'd be skinny right now with all this restricting and working, but I'm still the same fucking fat ass I was last week, the week before, the month before.

I think I'm getting sick. Like, physically ill. I don't feel very well.

I need to shut my mouth. =/ This is the most pointless post ever. What do I expect people to say? Either I'm going to be told I'm doing well or that I need help, and neither feels like truth.
I guess I just hope someone is listening. Whatever. End emo-rant now.

[silver_elf]

Take a day off just for you. Take one day to relax and do something special for yourself. Buy yourself flowers, get a pedicure, etc. have a nice bath and curl up with a good book.

You'll feel loads better and will probably have a clearer head to figure out what you want to achieve and your priorities and all that.

[LightHeartedLightHeaded]

I agree.
You need to relax.
You've exercised enough.
go to sleeep.

[shadowgirl]

I definitely agree with the posts above.. Always reward yourself so that you have enough energy to start your next day. I always do that and it really works :)