ready to die

[euphoria76]

I'm ready to die, I have tried slicing my wrist I have even tried shooting myself in the head (I missed and shot the celing) this time I'm going to swallow a bunch of pills.. I'm tired and don't want to do any of this anymore..
peace out

[Jacklinger]

Please don't go. What's the rush? Life might be bad now but it could get better. Just hang out with us for a while.

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The universe had to wait 12 billion years to see you born. We get maybe 70 little years to see you, then we're all gone forever, and the universe will tick onward for another 100 trillion years before time itself finally grinds to a halt.

So what's the hurry? Stay with us for at least a few more years. You never know what random good can happen to you.

[Kashigolean]

oh please dont go. we need you here! your so supportive of everyone here and your so very nice! if you leave who will comfort us on the bad days and congratulate us on the good? live for yourself, but remember the ones you'll hurt if you dont. you missed that shot for a reason, life can only get better from the lowest point.

please stay
please stay
please stay

[euphoria76]

I'm still here, thanx 4 being so caring. I just decided to watch a feel good show. Its a good temorary fix.

Jack I use to think like you do but after so many years of just holding on to wait and see what good thing is coming only to be dissapointed by what life has brought.. You get a little exausted. You know? This is an every day struggle for me.

Kashi you are a complete sweetheart. I really enjoy your post. Stay true to who you are hun.
Thank you my friends.

[choco.lover]

Please don't go.We'd be so sad if you left.:(

I hope you changed your mind.

Whoops. I was writing this when you posted that^.

[Roses]

wtf ^^ seriously don't do any of them. if u stay we can listen and help u :( :( :(
o same happened here..

hope ur ok e76 u scared me then..

[Kashigolean]

(:
im glad

[Jacklinger]

I'm still here, thanx 4 being so caring. I just decided to watch a feel good show. Its a good temorary fix.

Jack I use to think like you do but after so many years of just holding on to wait and see what good thing is coming only to be dissapointed by what life has brought.. You get a little exausted. You know? This is an every day struggle for me.

Kashi you are a complete sweetheart. I really enjoy your post. Stay true to who you are hun.
Thank you my friends.

I promise it get's better, life. How can I possibly know that it will get better for you? Because, regardless of your circumstances, age brings resilience and careful wisdom. You can get tougher, but without getting jaded or bitter. Hold on some more. The daily struggle will become more like a routine exersize, then just a daily nuisance. (Although I can't promise it will ever go away)

Can you think of someone who would cry if you were gone? Think about them at least. Maybe you can call and just talk about nonsense with them for a while when you get really sad. :)

[euphoria76]

oh yeah Jack! Lots of people would cry and be sad if and when I go. I have 14 neices and nephews and I'm the youngest of 5 kids. They are the ones that has kept me going for so long. It doesnt seem to be enough sometimes though cause the have their own lives and they would be sad for a bit but life goes on, they would get over it.. Sigh you are very intelligent Jacklinger!

[Jacklinger]

oh yeah Jack! Lots of people would cry and be sad if and when I go. I have 14 neices and nephews and I'm the youngest of 5 kids. They are the ones that has kept me going for so long. It doesnt seem to be enough sometimes though cause the have their own lives and they would be sad for a bit but life goes on, they would get over it.. Sigh you are very intelligent Jacklinger!

You're very kind. Don't be so sure that your loved ones would get over your death so easily. I'm sure they would carry on, but it would change them at the very least. It always changes the survivors.

In 1997, one of my cousins died. It wasn't suicide, but had it been, I think it would've hurt that much more. I wasn't as nice to her as I should have been. She looked up to me, and had a hard time making friends, but I was too self-absorbed to really notice. Now she's gone and I don't have any more chances to be her friend.

It's 2010 now. So I guess it's been 13 years. But every new year, feels like she died only last year.

[~butterfly~]

Please don't go :( :( :(
I'd be soo sad. You're so nice and encouraging. My friend's uncle attempted suicide multiple times, and it's upset her a lot. Even if you don't go through with it, I've had two suicidal friends, and I felt like such a failure of a friend. Please...don't go. please please please. Maybe you could talk to someone?
I know some people are just...not good to talk to...but i'm sure there's someone who can make you feel better...