Sorry guys...

[thin_not92]

Hey girls. I haven't been on lately. I am sorry about that. I have been locking myself in my room and not coming out till the next morning. I have been really depressed lately. I am gaining more weight. I feel like a failure. But Hey I am anyways. I don't want anyone worrying about me. I was not locked away. But my parents found out about my ana/mia. (I have been throwing up everyday). So I will be going to childerens hospital next week-I am not for sure what level of care they will put me in (inpatient or outpatient). But I will let you all know when I find out myself.

happy thanksgiving! hope everyone stays strong!

[Polkadolly]

good luck :)

[pinkprincessbelle]

Good luck sweety! It would be good to see someone get better! Let us know how you go! Stay strong!:)

[thin_not92]

But I am not ready to get better.

[sarah-charlotte]

hi sweety hope your OK, if your lucky u will be there as an outpatient and only have to check in every other day or once a week, its really not that bad. i hope u find some peace in this soon whether it be recovery or ana, u really need to pick one, it will make everything clearer and calmer once u know what your doing.

[thin_not92]

I choose ana. I don't want to give up on her or myself and the hard work I am doing.
Thanks.

[sarah-charlotte]

hope i didn't offend u, just in my experience once u accept that ana is your life all the feelings and confusion, doubt just goes away, it did for me anyway. But everyone is different, and u do still live with your family which makes your situation so much harder on u. it is hard trying not to worry the parents but feeling like u need to scream "leave me the fuck alone" at them every time they guilt trip u!
Anyways, stay strong chick, we are here for u no matter what.

[thin_not92]

No you didn't offend me at all. I do feel like ana is my life. That is why I am choosing ana before all things. Even friends outside the computer. Even guys.
thanks for sticking by me. I am here for you to love.
=)

[dog_trainer]

good luck!