Binge > Fast

[ava bliss]

Thanksgiving is coming up and I'm going home this week from Wednesday afternoon til Sunday. Which means that while with family, they'll be watching everything I put in my mouth and encouraging "more, more!"
:(
With the incident that happened on Saturday (the fainting, concussion, and hospital bills), my dad is really gonna be on my back.
So... I figure I need to eat a lot to please everyone and keep them from worrying... But what I want more than anything is to fast and restrict again!
I got my friend worried about me too... But he can tell that when I don't eat I get more depressed (low blood sugar) and when he asks me to eat and I refuse... He can tell something's up.
Damnit. :mad:

[Ram90011]

I know exactly how you feel. My family is big on food, especially during the holiday season. When I'm with my family and friends, I feel like I should eat, because they'll definately be able to tell something's up if I don't (which they do anyway). The "Im not hungry" line doesn't work anymore, I've said it too many times. But even though I eat, it's hard. I view the food and just want to walk away. This perhaps isn't the best thing to do during Thanksgiving dinner.

[Antowas]

I am in the same situation, I finally get back on track and I am loving it, and then I must be around my fam for the holidays. . I am planning on loading my plate up with just salad and veggies ( I am a vegetarian ) so it looks like I am eating a lot but in reality, it will be minimal cals. . . I wish you luck!

-Antowas